5 days and nights without Eli
I simultaneously want to cry, get drunk,
look at pictures of him, go out dancing,
call to see how he's doing, go karaoke-ing!!!,
stand in his room and sigh while I look at his crib, take a long shower,
think about him, run around the house screaming after his bedtime,
talk about him, pay attention to my husband, etc...
Also, he now gives kisses.